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I adore sensation. I love textures, different types of pain, things that make me feel. I have a form of synesthesia, which for me is crossed wires in my brain that sometimes lets me ‘see’ some types of pain/pleasure as colours or really strong mental images. Sounds weird, but to me it’s awesome. When my synesthesia is tripped, everything has it’s own specific colour, and sometimes multiple shades and colours for one specific feeling.
To me, being flogged ‘looks’ like ripples of deep greens and blues. The first strike of a paddle on my ass is a deep blue/black, that fades out into lighter shades of blue/grey as the initial sting eases. Knives dragging against my flesh leave behind ribbons of bright arterial-blood-red, while needles placed under my skin bloom into flowers of deeper reds and golds. Rope digs into my skin in negative-images lines of peacock-green and gold, flashing bright behind my eyes. It pushes me down into subspace where there’s nothing but blackness and faint ripples of colours and sensations around the edges. Orgasms are bright flashes of white, mixed with jagged edges of primary red and blue and yellow.
Is it any wonder I’m a sensation slut?
Day 29: Do you have a BDSM title (e.g. mistress, master, slut, pig, whore, princess, goddess, ma’am, sir)? What is your opinion of the use of titles in general?
If I’m topping someone younger than me, I have them refer to me as ‘Miss’. If they’re older, I’m ‘Ma’am’. Because I am evil and like fucking with people’s heads.
Sir refers to me as his girl or his swan.
Titles in kink can be a good thing. My Laird calling me his girl makes me purr and melt a bit inside. For me, they help me get into the right headspace, be it as a top or bottom.
I’ve been asked by a few people for links to things I want for my birthday (May 1st! Beltane!) so I figured I’d make a post so it would all be together.
My Amazon wishlist is separated into lists by category, because I’m all OCD like that. Books and movies, clothes, shoes and toys, makeup, jewelery and other pretty things, sex toys and kinky stuff, and everything else.
There’s also a Chip-in for getting me some shiny new hemp rope.
If you do get me something, make sure to attach a name along with it so I can say thank you properly? 🙂
Day 28: How do you dress for kink/BDSM play? What significance does your attire have to you?
What I wear during a scene tends to reflect my mood.
If I’m subbing, my outfit tends to be a bit on the slutty side and easy to take off. 😉 For example, the last play party I was at, I was wearing a short t-shirt dress and panties. The dress barely covered my ass, and was super easy to strip off for play. I also usually have my hair in ponytails or braids, or have my kitty ears on.
When I top, I tend to wear things that cover a bit more, or, depending on the intensity of the scene, that I don’t mind getting dirty. I’ve topped in everything from combat boots and BDUs to a corset and fishnet. My hair is usually in an updo or loose while I top.
Day 27: Do your non-kink interests ever find their way into your kinky activities? If so, how?
Hrm. The only thing I’ve found that has really crossed over was that I had no interest in medical play in a kink sense until I started my paramedic training. I’ve found that I love needles and bloodplay, although the experience is different depending on if I am topping or bottoming. If I’m bottoming, I fly from them. If I’m topping and doing needleplay or anything involving blood, my brain goes into medic mode. Cold, methodical, running though all the possible issues I need to be aware of ‘just in case’.
I haven’t noticed any other things from my day to day life crossing into my kinky one though.